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Me, by Jonathan McCoy (Free Album)

by Pavy

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1.
Intro 03:44
[PAVY'S GRANDMA SPEAKS] [VERSE 1] Look I was born in May 1991 Gemini yeah my mom and daddy finally had a son, but paralyzed how I momma starting all the drama then my grandma chose to raise me off the convo that my momma had the night before that's some Eire shit, she ain't feel legit if I wasn't bought up like her daughter that's he daughters wish then I started this crazy journey with schools switched me every other year with hopes in one I'd be cool and then I went to Luther south and became devout to balling on these pussy niggas with the evil in they mouth I used to sit up in the classroom spitting, wasn't telling no nigga my vision except for Lotto and Ben because I couldn't began to give my motto the wind to feel they venom again then it ended and I ventured on to college and got kicked out before my fifth semester started that's the knowledge a synopsis on the beginnings of me and the rest of this is thoughts about who you currently see (now hold on)
2.
Last Week 04:09
[VERSE 1] Lacking motivation in my life moving like its medication in the Sprite moving like its no where to turn to like what the hard work really earn you couple blog post, couple retweets same niggas clapping at ya shows every week like I ain't really seen no progression I done seen others get it now I'm stressing now I'm fucking with some shit I shouldn't be looking for a muse really draining all my energy who I intend to be is not who I am I wonder if it's meant for me to switch up the plan like I was really tripping way back then I to learn the difference between what's destined and what you pick to be or what you hope it is but a light shines bright though my hopelessness I get to flowing and I'm known that it's really real where I'm going ain't bestowing if you sit and chill it's gon' be more bad days then good ones, somehow you gotta trust that's it's in his will but that's a tall task when it's nothing coming, you ain't gotta a sign that it's getting better but it's whatever cause I got it instilled and really that's only thing that ever appealed, but [HOOK] last week I gave up like fo' times, til I woke up with a dope rhyme last week I gave up like fo' times, last week I gave up like fo' times last week I gave up like fo' times, til I woke up with a dope rhyme last week I gave up like fo' times, last week I gave up like fo' times [VERSE 2] Last week feeling shit I wasn't feeling rap, wasn't feeling life wasn't feeling pain, wasn't feeling strife and I ain't feel ashamed when I'm up at night I was numb to it, tryna push through while you still demanding that I please you I understand you got needs to attend to but I got some issues I could issues you could mend to I guess I'm looking for some sympathy trying to make my story worse then what's it's meant to be I'm tryna seem like the only one who got a couple disadvantages to overcome but you ain't me and I ain't you so I conclude no matter how I put you don't understand fuck searching for a better plan when you don't have enough belief that I could go expand see though a disguise caught up in personal apartheid praying what I write could be Mandela until I say it back and I despise every bar that ever wrote like was I really cold with the shit I spoke or am only mediocre last week I almost told myself it's over [HOOK] last week I gave up like fo' times, til I woke up with a dope rhyme last week I gave up like fo' times, last week I gave up like fo' times last week I gave up like fo' times, til I woke up with a dope rhyme last week I gave up like fo' times, last week I gave up like fo' times
3.
Let put it to you blunt, let me put it to you real, sometimes I don't wanna fuck sometimes I just wanna chill, sometimes I wanna feel, wanna feel appreciated, wanna feel as if I made it wanna feel like I'm the superstar I am, but not right now I just wanna feel like I'm hot right now, like the 4 door was a drop right now, like I'm sitting on the muthafuck'n top right now like I'm Pac right now, like I'm not shot down, cause my plot not sound, like the spot not crowned, or like I'm even know the location of the castle cause I'm bracing for the battle and a nigga really feeling that I could come through & cop that crown, shawty fuck that shit I tweet, the troubles that I'm facing are bigger then the Sphinx, so ignore what you see on IG from California, I would love that weather more if I had money to enjoy it, and I don't need no advice just need someone to listen, maybe comprehension equipped with I see yo vision, and I don't need no advice just need someone to listen, maybe comprehension equipped with I see yo vision Yesterday my grandma hit me up so I pick up my phone, and she told me that my auntie Gladys died thee other morn, and it kinda fucked up cause it put it retrospect, don't know when her time is up, don't know how much she got left, for all I know she might me next, Myrtle might be calling me, or the other way around I really just want them to see, I ain't spending on that money I'm receiving off my mother, chasing child like fantasies created dream under-covers, shit sorry if I'm getting to deep for ya, nah I don't wanna get to deep for ya, I just really feel I could speak to ya, we differ, but we still the same, cause I swear that I can feel ya pain, your conceal ya shame, I can feel your change, so I know you got some shit you could reveal the same, and if you don't want advice then I'll be here to hearing to listen, tell you fuck they vision only God can judge decisions and if you don't want advice then I'll be here to hearing to listen, tell you fuck they vision only God can judge decisions
4.
[VERSE 1] It's been a long week I been hanging low key feeling like they'll never know me feeling like I don't reached my peak so fuck it all I'ma pull up with a vengeance do it all when I pull up in the building and all the money I was saving I'ma spend it we can figure in the morning if I made a good decision [PRE HOOK] Now ladies if I take that chance would do yo dance & forget yo man Now ladies if I take that chance would do yo dance & forget yo man [HOOK] Fuck it all tonight fuck it all tonight we gon party to the morning light do it all tonight, it's on tonight Fuck it all tonight fuck it all tonight we gon party to the morning light do it all tonight, it's on tonight Come on and give me the night we gon do it tonight we gon do it we gon do it tonight we gon do it we gon do it tonight we gon do it [BRIDGE] We gon get drunk we on we gon let's party all the time we gon get drunk we on we on let's party all the time [VERSE 2] Baby girl if you never try to play me I'll originate the chase like I'm JP you know a nigga just left his lady so now it's Savage mode on the daily now roll it up pour it up girl you know what's up and shots on me if you roll with us see I'm just trying to move my feet and girl I'm with whatever make you groove with me [PRE HOOK] Now ladies if I take that chance would do yo dance & forget yo man Now ladies if I take that chance would do yo dance & forget yo man [HOOK] Fuck it all tonight fuck it all tonight we gon party to the morning light do it all tonight, it's on tonight Fuck it all tonight fuck it all tonight we gon party to the morning light do it all tonight, it's on tonight Come on and give me the night we gon do it tonight we gon do it we gon do it tonight we gon do it we gon do it tonight we gon do it [BRIDGE] We gon get drunk we on we gon let's party all the time we gon get drunk we on we on let's party all the time
5.
Love, Life 03:55
[Verse 1] Po it taste it, take it slower so you embrace it bracing like I'm adjacent my bassist I only face it til it get persuasive like the motion to be evasive swaying like vertigo done in infested my demonstration damn shit is crazy but I sit and accept I ain't sure if this is poison or the reason breath reason I kept pushing when see I'm inept or impeding my proceeding like integral step has gone missing I Iove feeling the She's given in love with her buzz I promise seem smitten or am I stricken no control of decisions like its the POA and I'm left to deal with the symptoms but I'm with it cause I love the feeling that's she's giving in the with the love injected when we kissing Til I wake up and it's over and I swear I'ma quit next night in the spot tryna get it again [VERSE 2] Why you never trust why you with me to set me up wishing to catch me slipping imprisoned is not enough see you got me shackled people judging I leave em baffled my only explanation is you don't know her like I do but you live & learn, I feel at least you concerned but you hold on to my past like it was in the urn play with fire get burned, test my desire I turn turn to Lundquist with the defending all these goals you adjourned but still I yearn cause I love the feeling that she's given in love with her love addicted it seems twisted maybe I'm trippin, maybe I lack the nutrition cause what you did for other niggas got feeling I'm different like I don't get it so I love the feeling that I'm missing in love with her love or better the vision but let's keep it g girl I just want what I want and I might have to come to grips with the fact that you don't
6.
The Walker 03:29
[VERSE 1] I was thinking about love, and what the shit really mean, is it all just a myth, is it all just a gift as fall in fifth, do you love her if you cheat, do I love or seek, attention I ain't getting in the streets, Ion [I don't] feel it from the beats, Ion [I don't] feel it from the public, so, ion [I don't] ever feel complete, ion [I don't] ever feel elite, so do I need it cause I suffer, if achieve it would I cuff her, could that by why I keep it undercover, would I need it from another if proceeded by a mother, do I need it for the comfort, or do I need it for the sex, but is it egregious if it's stress, see to me that's the best, it only means that you blessed with a person who protects if they invest [HOOK] (lord knows) When I don't have thee answers I just pour me up some walker, when I don't have thee answers I just put me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker When I don't have thee answers I just pour me up some walker, when I don't have thee answers I just put me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker [VERSE 2] I was thinking bout my niggas I was thinking bout my brothers I was thinking bout my sisters I was thinking bout the culture and how we need to change it with a vigor I was thinking bout the drama I thinking bout Obama I was thinking bout police and could they ever get policed and could really could really come together I was thinking like I'm King I was thinking bout his dream how it seems like a dream, least when the flesh intervenes, when the flesh come between and rest never seen, nothing like oppression to address the obscene I was thinking bout the man, and how he never understand, but I won't even blame it all on him cause from brother to brother we persecute each other before he even get a chance to lift a hand [HOOK] (lord knows) When I don't have thee answers I just pour me up some walker, when I don't have thee answers I just put me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker When I don't have thee answers I just pour me up some walker, when I don't have thee answers I just put me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker, when I don't understand it I just pour me up some walker
7.
Interlude 01:29
8.
Drift 03:44
[VERSE 1] Drinking on while I'm bent, looking like Clint, trust me I show true grit fronting on troubles I'm sent, that's a sign my trust passing I'm on that fence cause I don't really know about this, everything I spit coming way to blunt nigga I don't know if I'm falling off or my life to real to be clever to stunt so still I sip, just feel a bit, just so we'll forget and feel equipped, but then I wake up (so fucked up) and I'm so hungover feel I should quit back of the car with cuff on wrist, (back in the bars I'm bout to sit) thinking how I get myself into this/as profound it gets, so I drown in this to battle reminiscing, but still I drift [HOOK] Still I drift, still I, still I drift, still I, Still I drift, Still I drift, still I, still I drift, still I, Still I drift, Still I drift off in my conscious, I pour one up get non responsive Still I drift off in my conscious, I pour one up get non responsive [VERSE 2] Hopping out the bed around 2, shit to do, spitting just to get me through shit to lose, except for some time, money and some pride, and some risk to prove physical-ly everything that make me, me and keep P seeking for immunity from all my peaks, so my valley don't feel like a fall so steep so still I sip just feel a bit, just so well forget and feel equipped but then I wake up, so fucked up feel I should quit trapped in the laws of the politics, feeling like I lost for I started this when the thought exist, I fall in this to battle my depression but still I drift [HOOK] Still I drift, still I, still I drift, still I, Still I drift, Still I drift, still I, still I drift, still I, Still I drift, Still I drift off in my conscious, I pour one up get non responsive Still I drift off in my conscious, I pour one up get non responsive
9.
[VERSE 1] Girls we to high for games, know you feeling the same so don't fight what you feeling, don't let them feelings there change I got you right in range, got you right where I want you to make the moment sustain roll us some good marijuana then we can pour us some vino, sip on some shit only we know she know I'm finish out the city intrigued by all of my lingo swear I ain't never no goofy but I might let you use me since no other can do me, quite the way that you do me I want ya now, need ya now girl just do me this one favor don't inquire bout ya questions we can talk about it later I don't wanna talk I don't wanna think I don't want a speech unless it's some lessons that ya body could teach [HOOK] I can tell you one thing, I gotta have it girl soft skin with brown eyes and thick thighs I just gotta grab it your what I want your what I need girl what I want your what I need [VERSE 2] Look we sip when we finish pour up, get back to the business and even though I'm a tenant, I own this shit when I'm in it I'm vilified by so many, appreciated by few and you inflate my significance when it's spoke by you man that's so precious so needed, when glaze in ya soul I can see it though I seek to oppose what you thinking that notions intriguing lord knows I need it, I need it I'll believe if you speak it and then we fuck like I love you, though no emotions impeding I'll light some incense, some candles, you mentally on my mantel til you proceed as if the submission was to much handle I'm a pull up, hop out it, pull up hop out it again, when I pull up, I'm bout it shawty you know what it is [HOOK] I can tell you one thing, I gotta have it girl soft skin with brown eyes and thick thighs I just gotta grab it your what I want your what I need girl what I want your what I need
10.
LYRICS: [POEM READ BY IVANA OF VAN JESS] ["Fears of Man" Written by Daniel D] Is it your pride? Or should I bury my feelings in fear you won't be accepting? I can't blame you for feeling the way you feel but I would hope the wall you've built won't block you from what's real I still get butterflies when you touch me Yet you pull away the moment We start to fall Have I not proven you can count on me? From the beginning you've had my heart I want to crawl inside your head and rid you of any hurt any pains that may stop me from being able to love you not letting me in may or may not protect your heart seeing that's what you're now use to I'm positive that it will destroy mine, you're all I know and I don't think going through this with anyone else is worth my time I'll make the same mistakes with you over and over if that's cool I see your potential I just want you to see it too [PAVY VERSE 1] We lit like Bobby and Whitney I ain't gotta guest if you with me you po' what I po' with me you smoke what I smoke with me somehow you take my feelings, and you make a difference make me quit my pimping, make me switch decisions, cause every time you here with me it's so fulfilling I never felt like this in my whole life you gotta me feeling like I didn't know life you got me feeling like I didn't know love like every other woman showed no love and when the pressures on you don't skate alone you embrace ya thrown you embrace ya home, it's like you made to clone every thing I'm missing (since) Shari gone lord knows I'm oh so grateful, lord knows I'm oh so thankful lord knows you been through shit that seems like it's much to painful lord knows I'm so imperfect, lord knows I'm just not worth it lord knows I cry no tears but you'd still be here if them feelings surfaced and I fuck with you for that, trust in your for that, trust its truth in that it's like loves a proven fact, bruises brewed when trap, poof when you attack and the best thing about is you make me feel appreciated swear to God that I hope I don't another thing to make you deviate it
11.
Alcoholic 04:26
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[VERSE 1] Trust was something I ain't get the concept of that every time you left the house I damn near had a heart attack I ain't know about forgiveness shit all I knew was spite even still I didn't get it when the tables flipped to cite me as the culprit, wasn't sensitive to hearts broken pissed that ya in feelings never focusing, on the truths that in feeling that I've spoken though I see, I see what the lies did to me, it deprives from the vibes I release cause the pride that's inside is my peace and love is chaotic, that's why needs some narcotics to so some emotion and show some devotion in public I do in the private I do it profit I do it in music cause music you digest and I don't feel none of you care enough bout it to pick out the issues that's found in my logic I'm either a prophet, or I'm fool, force me to chose and I'd say the latter is such a more accurate view and sometimes I feel like I've done everything I do and sometimes I feel I shouldn't be nothing to you I'm fucking confused [HOOK] Cause I don't wanna live like this no more gon pack all my shit & hit the door I'm learning to forgive & to forget so Lord won't you grant me this wish help me to not be bitter cause I don't wanna be that nigga I don't wanna be angry I just wanna understand over time the pain will lesson one day we can all be friends I have not yet learned my lesson but it won't happen again it won't happen again [VERSE 2] I wonder one day back in 01, maybe it was 02 I was so young and my dad came to pick me up my grandma kicked him out and said around here you don't come to keep it real it was funny in my mind it was funny at the time I ain't understand the situation All I know is I was riding with my grandma basis cause I ain't like going to church every Sunday waking up at 8am, getting there at 9 we ain't leaving until 3 o clock and by that time most the football was off TV so I did mind thee new rules that was set line but now I see that she was tripping though, but I don't ever wish I could've seen it different though cause is what it is was it was plus it taught me that it's critical to learn how to forgive forget and then move on cause you make mistakes how grown growing up was crazy but they did best and no I ain't have everything but most around had less dressing to impress only got me stress I remember wishing I was poorer just to fit in with the rest but in a way shit I feel I deserved what I receive cause dealing with the struggles only got me what I need (one mo' time) [HOOK] Cause I don't wanna live like this no more gon pack all my shit & hit the door I'm learning to forgive & to forget so Lord won't you grant me this wish help me to not be bitter cause I don't wanna be that nigga I don't wanna be angry I just wanna understand over time the pain will lesson one day we can all be friends I have not yet learned my lesson but it won't happen again it won't happen again

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Pavy introspectively raps about the woes of life, his past, vices and the pursuit of dreams over a smoothly blended palette of jazz, trap, disco and R&B inspired beats.

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released October 25, 2016

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Written by Jonathan "Pavy" McCoy
Background vocals by C. Rich, Ivana of VanJess & Thomas Mac
Poetry by Daniel D

Produced by Tommy Avery
Additional Production by Huck & DC
Engineered by Huck & Derek "DC" Canon
Mixed & Mastered by Derek "DC" Canon

Drums by Tim Spier
Saxophone by Mark "Panther" Felton
Trumpet by Johnny Brit
Bass by James Manning
Keys by Marcus Kincy
Guitar by Chris James

Executive Producers: Pavy, Scott Hustle, TPJ & Tommy Avery
Creative Producer: Thomas "TPJ" Price
Music Videos: TPJ
Album Artwork Painting: Ashley Guyot
Album Photography: TPJ
Cover Design: TPJ
Social Strategy: TPJ

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Rapper Pavy was born and raised on Chicago's south side. Since first picking up a pen at the age of 14, Pavy has worked to perfect his craft as a lyricist and MC. His overwhelming passion and love for music isn't hard to grasp when listening to his songs. ... more

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